so.. here we are. talking, not really cuz you know, this is a website im coding in my room at eleven pm, but yk, im saying words in a conversation manner, so i suppose its just a manner of speech? i dont think used that right, uh a polite set of words to kick off my totally tubular introduction. I hope you all know that there isn't a whole lot of thought going into these, just straight brain synpasis(synapsees? idk how to spell it and ill be damned if i have to glide my finger over to google chrome and look it up) to fingers to keyboard, except for when i edit the text or go back because i thought of something kooler to say. Im getting off track, so, here we are, at my more in depth introduction page, talking in depth, about an introduction. Yay! Im not sure where to start so i think ill go with a second paragraph.

Hello, Im Alaina, mellohd, melloh, melody , mel, i go by many names, some call me the wonder the wonder ther wondern wondern wondern something something lyrics from that one song... Im not sure if its common practice to go by internet usernames on the good old web so call me what you please. hmm im 16 go by any pronouns afab ummmm sometimes girl sometimes other secret things that i hold behind my back like a child hiding contraband. Generally i sleep a lot,have major depression disorder, and i have social anxiety issues (which im hoping to help with this website yayy) I do online school so i have a decent ammount of freetime... Im a chronic mispeller, im not sure which im worse on: phone or computer. Will i fix this? no, thank you. uhhmm can't think of anything else about me generaly to add, you say youre going to just make a tiny detail ad something small im just gonna add a TLDR under my nav bar and BOOM its suddenly two AM all that to say im tired and can not think and will most likely add to this

Popup thought, you guys do not know how addicted i am to using some sort of reaction image OR EVEN EMOJIS!! everytime i have an emotion and type it out i just get the urge to put a picture of a funky evil emoji picture i found on some website because it just conveys so much but i really dont feel like fucking with image sizes right now by including them.. including that construction gif was already hard enough!!! i fear i might have to resort to my instinctual use of emoticons i gained whilst being a roblox player at the ripe age of ten or maybe nine... ToT

Interests..

Anyways, this is an introducion page right so you guys need some introducin' Well i told you my name i told you my age what else do you want from you greedy bastards! fine umm hmm interests: a lot, too many, i collect them like cards and never let go even if i haven't interacted with the fandom/media in years. Im being so for real i have way too many, currently though Marble Hornets, Everyman Hybrid(even thought the writing is rancid), Cry of Fear, Afraid of Monsters and something else im OH HALF LIFE yes half life i love half life oh my god and like half life adjacent stuff. But right now, marble hornets is the one taking up most of my brain. OH OVERTIME thats a good one, love that game its on itch.io, look it up. This paragraph could really span on way too long, maybe ill add a details section with a list of all the fandoms/shit ive been into. OK FINAL LINE: Marble Hornets, Everyman Hybrid, COF/AOM, Halflife and its corresponOH MY GOD I FORGOT POSTAL AND PROTAL THAT TOO ummm FINAL FINAL LINE: Marble Hornets, Everyman Hybrid, Postal, Portal, Half-life and its corresponding fandoms

I thought that maybe the last paragraph might be a bit long, im not sure cause i haven't looked at it yet in my browser but heres a fourth pargraph, just for you guys! you might even be blessed with a fifth and sixth. Addendum to my previous paragraph, id like to add Psych to the list, i havent watched it in a hot minute but id like to get back into it. So by now youre probably exsasperated by my rambling, too bad i like to ramble sorry, apologies, but i think its just more fun to ramble and its MY website so pull up your belt or pants or however that expression goes

Hobbies

you would think I would have more, but really i can't think of a whole lot of the top of my head.. Well for one, i like to draw. was always the art kid and i get at least one art related gift every december. I guess coding is a passing hobby, ive never really been able to stay dedicated to it

I like to write fanfiction SOMETIMES, ive only written two so far and I would like to put my first fanfiction out of sight out of mind (not because of lacking quality but because it was a... a... no I shant say it) and i deleted my second fic from AO3 so, but i dont write often because i rarely have the motivation to do all of that ToT same thing with poetry, i dont do it often but sometimes (except its at a remarkably lower quality loll) Im sure you can guess if i WRITE fanfiction i must read it, and my answer to you is yes, yes i do. Is that something I should include in hobbies? Mayyybbbeeeee? reading is ahobbie, correct? so uh same thing.